Well I supposed writing a blog was my resolution for the year 2009.. at first introducing myself as a chinese teenage girl who lived in jakarta with a half chinese and half don’t know what tradition..
Well I was never one of those smart girls that gets an “a” everytime, but I’ve been there, done that once when I was in primary school.. probaly this was the effect of “alcohol and smoking at young age” you get stupider and stupider. Well but guess what ,atleast I got to university at the age of 16 years old, guess I’m not that stupid yet. People mostly reacted to that statement will be either shocked with amazement or they don’t believe that I am 16.. haha but here in jakarta, though not a lot of them are aware that ‘o level’ are available at internatinal school here in jakarta,if you’re one of those people get more informed.. haha..
Okay my family financial status, some people may say that my family was rich, but I will never say that. Though I lived on one of the most elegant looking area ,where you can see the beach and joggs everyday with lots of fancy bachelorate and rich ones hanging around andyou attend one of the most rip-off universities you may know in indonesia. Well you can say that I was a “retired-rich family”, where retired gets underlined haha. My dad was rich with lots of numbers in his bank account, but I never get to enjoy that like others kids with my status.. he’s super duper stingy with his own daughter. And I lived in my own world of poorness,that my dad will never understand.. well let yourself judge this,
your dad spents millions of rupiah to get a tshirt and he didn’t buy you an ipod that you begged for almost all of your life,
your dad buys two new cars with the same type but different colour, and didn’t buy you a new mobile phone and you’re forced to lived forever with your mobile that have no bluetooth or some of that fancy internet things you can do with your phone”blackberry”.
Just tell me how can I live in this modern life with no gadgets and money.. ohh ya and one more thing he never raised my money allowances since I was in 7th grade in high school.. may god bless him and wake him up.
Enough with my dad, I have a friend that is spread around the world. Well you may call it a gang or whatever or “7 wonders”, we used to own our high school. I came up with that name, as I will explained further on, that we’re uniquely attractive, funny and smart just like the 7 wonders of the world. We’re one of those historical batch in “Universal International School” leavers of 2008.we get to lots of trouble, scoldings from our freaky principal who is as big as a “grizzly bear” but no matter what we do, the teachers still loves us and always ask us to organize or join the events in school. Well some of us were a talented dancer,some were talented musician, some were popular with their beauty and a talented entertainer with high level of humours. But afterall, we’re not fancy characters you see in comic or television, we’re real and exist.
Okay, some of my personal info, I was one of those people what they may called as wise and funny, as whenever my friend told me their problems, I give them my wise smile and understanding expression though sometimes I don’t really understand what they’re saying, and give them quoted ideas… and because I took care of myself really well in my full problematic lifes to solve… I was a good girl infront of my families and never was one at school/university or societies. People called me bad girl, cause I loves clubbing though it’s prohibbited as you’re still 16 and sometimes I like to smoke but never the addicted ones, cause those people are idiots, well and I used to lie alot to my parents. People mostly understood myself as the mysterius smart girl with bad moodswings and I don’t get it, why all people knows that I’m a girl full of problems. I never expressed my problems at public. Also, I was nicknamed crazy as I could jump around wildly one minute and sad anoher minute or sometimes cranky haha.. also other thing I don’t get it why people says I’m smart where I just pass (50/100) for my first semester exam in universities.
I’m also the good girl of my family, well I’m one of those multiple-personality psycho. Well I’m an active singer in one of christian church in jakarta and I used to go to charity a lot with friends and I always play the role of good daughter infront of my parents and fanily . or you may decribe this as “half a week I’m a real good girl and the other half I’m bad” as i believes in heaven and balance in life.. hahha i was once a sober from doing bad things but your surrounding especially in jakarta never ever supports you for being good. Hahaha.
Wise quotation of the day: “everything that is constant in this world, is ‘change’ and ‘balance’.”
