after all those hard times i've been through, i never imagine how changed of a person i could be today .
how much i value my parents and just inhale a few deep breath when they drown you with their overly caring attitude that may sometimes comes accross as annoying.
how i also value those that works, even when they have no titles, even when their works is insignificant, and of lower statues. a new level of respects should be shown to them with your attitude and ways of communicating.
how much i valued education and time, that i should do good in studies as i've experienced how times couldn't be turned back and all you got in the future is regret when you dont use it effectively.
in choosing friends also you need to be careful with, as there a saying that says "to know a person, look at their 5 closest friends"
its just alot to be swallowed sometimes and how i know now that nothing comes perfect and how i should rest all my worries to God only and do your part right.. and not all parts should be yours to handle
i sometimes wonderes how i would turn out to be when im a grown up, what kind of a person with what impact that i could be to the world.
i remember the times when i used to set goals to set my values, character, attitudes and achievement. i felt proud somehow that i've reached all those that i've dreamed in terms of attitudes, characters and values. however, i still need to make an achievement in life
my vision somehow becames blurry now, i somehow losses passion as almost nearly ive reached my goals and i dont have new goals to reach them not because im lay or what.
setting goals are suppose to be daring and now i seem to hav lost that daring and fightiing spirit,.. somehow i stopped myself with excuses that is non-sense thinking that those with opinion that they blurted out without thinking are just an obnoxious people.
i do have dreams when i was small
dreams to be someone influential and i used to think with successfull business and owning lots of money could influence people.
but now i think it aint that easy, having business your own, is not easy even now i dont know where to start from, what type of people i should meet and
